writing under the sun and moon

to miss or not to miss someone. hehe

There's this text message that was forwarded to me "SAYING I MISS YOU HAS BEEN USED SO MANY TIMES THAT THE ESSENCE OF WHICH HAS ALREADY BEEN LOST...BUT WHEN I SAY I MISS YOU, I'M REALLY TRYING TO TELL YOU 'LAM MO, HINAHANAP KA NG PUSO KO...' "

i never thought it possible that you can already miss someone who you have met and known for only a short time. it may seem weird to you. i don't know... but perhaps, much of the missing part comes from the loneliness that realization that the possibility for an ideal deeper kind of friendship was put off because you or that other person had to leave... and maybe it gets lonely enough to know for a fact that you are helpless in that situation - you aren't in control of his/her decision and therefore can't convince him/her to stay...
but at the end of the day, we take a huge step of faith and muster the courage to believe that indeed everything will eventually be of good to those who believe, including you, him/her, and other people in both your lives...

it makes me think though of the implications of trusting in the sovereignty of God. somehow, a little part of you questions the necessity or reason behind the scenario set before you. man is naturally inquisitive, i think. i am too, admittedly. however, we can only ask so many questions because our minds are limited. but just as Adam and Eve sinned for disobeying God's rule not to eat the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, God will continue to redeem us. even as we are on the verge of doubt or disbelief, God will show Himself strong and true and all-powerful for He will save us when we have learned to acknowledge that God knows best and wants to give us only the best...

posted by hazella @ 3/28/2006 06:56:00 PM